Slow flux

Posted by The Blue genius

From last one week..I have been only using my brain it seems.. no physical activity.. jeez.

And there are no rains from 3 days... the III world war will start because of water it seems. Whatever, It seems that Naruto is finally getting interesting again. Sasuke has eliminated Orochimaru (who is likely to return) and is forming his own team. I feel in the end, it will be Naruto who will be able to defeat or form a technique against the Sharingan. Who knows? Atleast the Animie is now close to the Manga version (which is far better).

I also hope that they spawn a series out of "L" from Death Note.. what an amazing character.. I just loved the scene where he flicks the cellphones from Kira2... and felt very very bad when he, at the roof offers to clean dry the wet feet of Light Yagami. I felt he was so honest. Pathetic that the Shinigami had to kill L for that bitch. How stupid can love be? Huh.

Sometimes I feel my marriage is not on the right track with Tsunade. We don't seem to connect anymore. Maybe its too soon to speculate. When was the last time I saw her properly? In coming September, it will be our first marriage anniversary...! haha...

I plan to take up Charcoal painting.. sometimes I cant believe that I can draw... it feels as the hand has a mind of its own... at least my fingers do.. they type garbage when they are upset :)

I know that years from now (before I turn 35) I will own my own charted plane.. a VLJ.. and I will be listening to Pink Floyd - High Hopes at 30,000 feet.. zipping through the clouds... my own jet plane.. (ever since I was given one for a month while working at Reliance in 2003).. I plan to take up a private pilot license in next two years..

The first thing that I'm gonna do once I become a millionaire is to have an R&D lab just like Batman.. get a personal theater invest money in cutting edge medical research using vitualization / simulation.. and find cures for psychological disorders.. which I believe that can be cured using the right colors / simulation and induced design...

(most people would love to get me treated there first).

It's a great feeling to be alive right? I'm breating...

gnite..

15 steps away

Posted by The Blue genius

racing down the bloody maze of flesh
my apotheosis feuds in glorious fray
with thoughts too loud for oblivion
I wake up from the lucid grave

dawn brings a vicious circle
for I work at the mortals nook
bide with loathing prudence
the days seem so ruse

Its then, I see your hair flowing
like a river unbridled at noon
your eyes oh so sparkling beautiful
I felt its not yet the month of june

bruises and hurt from the years
seemed to die out in your allure
like a child from the house of gods
you seemed like an angel true

but over days as I watched
we never talked we never laughed
I only wanted to know you
own you as a friend would do

how heartbreaking this agonizing fate
how strange our unbounded distance
as I stare at your face; you are just
15 steps away from my desk

Exploited

Posted by The Blue genius

Another day of your life
you walk towards the stop
unimagined by the fact
all would change by tonight

there I stand with my bag
confident and poised
your eyes set upon me
its love at first sight

we talk we laugh
spend the day knowing around
I know that special smile
baby you're in for a ride

Matter of weeks
one by one all my friends meet
little do you know
i'm acting like a pimp

fair skinned soft and kind
he's just your dream you find
tugging along in daze
it was a sweet mistake

full of love full of faith
you both make out each day
you swore this was it
and I knew I got rid of you

now he wont pick your calls
he wont drop you by
he wont kiss you goodbye
he would simply watch you cry

broken, you walk to my house
only to find me waiting naked
its a wanton life once you give in
for your soul has been exploited.

The Waiting

Posted by The Blue genius

black clouds like a dark neverland
gloom above the mortal chaos
remorse, pain & guilt it rains
like a curse gained back in eons

one with the earth one with the mud
I walk the shallow paths unsure
this was my hell n this was my heaven
the dark place I baptize my soul

I feel my hands entwine the reminiscence
feel my heart nurture the reliance
no its not love that I willfully seek
its not the pledge that I plead

burn me, endow me shred me
touch my chi with your amity
let me in the unfathomable depths
n free me from my judicious self

M waiting...

Scavengers

Posted by The Blue genius

Golden leaves they call it as they fall free
from the trees that run dry in summer heat
dry like my sunken soul, withered and cracked
like broken memories and sins of past

nothing can please my thirst
no flesh can fill my hunger
there's a twinkle in my eyes
as they set upon you their sight

draping my wings I descend
like a saint my face is innocent
its a smile you can always wonder about
my origins, my past my present

maybe its love is what you think
maybe an admirer is what you feel
deep down I know I will fall for you
but it will be just an other sin..

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Relationships and people form the center of my world... i keep on craving for more and cant get enough.. kinda sentimental of lot of things, i love reading books and painting (mspaint) and taking loooooong walks and bloggin just about everything that crosses my mind....
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